"I Never Left You. I've Been with You the Whole Time." ~GOD is a raw, vulnerable, and deeply stirring testimony of loss, addiction, faith, and the relentless power of redemption.

J.M-Reese spent years outrunning the shadows of her past-carrying unspoken pain, hiding behind perfectionism, and numbing the deepest parts of her heart with destructive coping mechanisms. What looked put-together on the outside was quietly unraveling on the inside. And when everything finally collapsed, she was met not with abandonment, but with the overwhelming truth that God had been with her every step of the way. Through seasons of brokenness, denial, surrender, and healing, He transformed her ashes into purpose and her pain into a calling.

Written with unfiltered honesty and courageous vulnerability, this book serves as both memoir and devotional. Each chapter invites readers into the author's personal journey while offering reflections, journal prompts, and heartfelt prayers designed to guide them through their own process of healing. It is a powerful reminder that no matter how far we drift, no matter how deep the wounds, God's love remains steady, patient, and unfailing.

For anyone who has ever felt unseen, unworthy, forgotten, or too damaged to be restored, this book extends a gentle but profound invitation-to hope, to wholeness, and to the belief that God still writes beautiful endings to broken stories.

Inside, you'll find:

• Real, unfiltered stories of trauma, loss, recovery, and redemption
• Guided reflections, journal prompts, and prayer invitations for deeper healing
• Encouragement for those in addiction recovery, faith rebuilding, or helping professions
• A life-changing reminder that you are never too far gone for God's grace

"This book is not mine. This book is His." - J.M-Reese